update

yeap..time to update this crappy blog again..

what i've been up to for the past 2 - 3 months?

let's see..
1) i went to gold coast with a bunch of friends
2) went home to m'sia the next day after i came back from gold coast
3) spent 2 extremely short weeks in m'sia but was so happy i decided to go back
4) came back to melbourne with a heavy heart
5) started uni again and hate myself for choosing a bladee hard subject.
6) working my arse off trying to study for 3 upcoming tests and a assigment
7) worrying about my project which is not even due anytime soon

There. In short, that was all i did.

i've been a little moody and grumpy these feel days. i suddenly miss home..i miss my friends and family..sigh..
i'm gonna have to wait another 2 more months or so before i get to go back
recently i've been thinking..
it's just so hard gorwing up. everyone is independant now. nobody depends on anybody anymore...
Uni really is a sad sad place sometimes. You can't walk to classes with a bunch of friends anymore, no more group lunches where everyone just sits around and yack away, no more laugther..basically no more fun.
Everyone is just walking alone, eating alone, reading alone
jeez...i really miss the good old days. Wish we didnt have to grow up..
Things are so much more complicated now.

Wish it didnt have to be this way. I pray this feeling will go away...Vanish!