WTF do you want me to do

Wtf. I already said I will arrange it for this week or next. I already said I will do it. Still call me indecisive. I know you're stressed, and you think I'm not? I already stated my plan and my intentions as clear as a whistle. I'm trying to be as calm as I can to make a decision as best I can. I need time to prepare for it what! otherwise I'll screw it up! What's so hard to understand?!? You think everything happens overnight? That I'm some super human can plan so many things at once? You think I have all the time in the world is it? That everyone has to suit their time to my needs? To bow down to my wishes?
Do this do that, don't do this don't do that, do this instead, why are u doing this, no you should do it, why aren't you doing this instead.
Seriously wtf la.
Only know how to judge the situation when you don't even know a thing about it. Can tell me to gain exposure first then later change direction. Know how to say this is good for u and that isn't when you don't even know for a second what the job is.
When I say something, you don't want to listen, only want to insist that you are right.
I'm the one who did all the research, I'm the one who did the course. And yet u think you're smarter than me when it comes to what I know best and what you don't. You teach me la like that. I don't have to go to uni. I don't have to suffer for a year doing something I didn't like.
I tell you my plans, u say u support me. ya as if. At the back of your mind you want to steer me to a certain direction.
Only know how to tell me that im indecisive and have low self confidence.
Fine I try to make decisions as fast as I can. Doesn't matter if I'm stressed.
Fine I'll think that I'm really good at what I do. I'm better than everyone else. Is that what you want me to think? You think it's realistic?!? You think I'm being true to myself?!?
I'm already trying the best that I can to make you happy. What more do you want?
Wtf man. Seriously wtf.